SoulCollage(R) card: Home and Hearth
It’s a blast to be at home
full-time, isn’t it? I feel safe, protected, not too lonely cause of Skype, Zoom and whatever tools to stay connected.
But what a drag
to have all my outside classes for the next two months cancelled! I planned, prepared and wrote scripts for
retreats and workshops; I booked rooms and paid deposits and advertised like
crazy; I made videos to promote my retreat, communicated with people who were interested
in SoulCollage® training, workshops and intros like never before….all to have
it be postponed due to this beep-beep virus. I will be writing a newsletter soon, once I have some new dates to announce.
Hey, but on the bright
side, Jacques and I got some singing done. My hubby and I are half of Silk Sky Band https://www.silkskyband.com/ and we love
singing acoustic duets together. I love harmonizing with him (36 years ago, that's how we met!) He works from home since the past two weeks, and is
loving it - working without having to deal with traffic, without constant interruptions, but he also spends a lot of draining time on phone
calls with nervous clients. It’s been a rocky road for the market and investors.
At least we have
each other – right? I have three sisters and two brothers who are single and I can sympathize. We went to Florida one week, then two weeks together at home, three meals a day, evenings binge watching Netflix on the couch, getting out to walk the dog together…until she had a little back pain episode two days ago; her
legs just gave out on her briefly and she couldn’t get up - she lay there making a horrendous noise for a minute until we got her into her crate and then to the vet. She’s better
now, on more pain medication, as well as her heart
medication, and yeah, at 15 she’s probably reached her best by date. Poor little Mollie, our Shiztu-Bichon mix, little cutie, who still gets heads turning when we walk
with her, is not going to have any long walks for two weeks. She is good company, if quiet these days.
All this down time - what to do? I don’t know how
productive you all are. But I can’t seem to concentrate. I thought this quiet time would help me reflect and focus on my writing. Hmmm, instead what I find
is that every two days my anxiety amps up, and I need to do something like lie
on the floor and breathe, or watch a video with some EFT, or take a chill pill.
Especially if I have to go out somewhere, with gloves and mask, to pick up
groceries or get to the notary to sign the closing on our new hobby farm! I
feel like I should be overjoyed to get outside, but instead I’m even more
nervous.
There are so many
unknowns, and for a control freak like myself, probably traumatized in
childhood from growing up in an alcoholic environment with tons
of unexpected, unpredictable little crisis’s popping up, these unknowns are a little bit scary. See, that little ball of worry in
my tummy, it comes from past experiences and rushes up to greet me in this new
crisis.
Anyways, I keep active, and creative and love making SoulCollage® cards and collages in my art
journal. However, my brain is too full of worry to calm down and write
creatively. I'm giving myself a pass on that one. And I am reading a lot instead. I have read four or five novels in the
past two weeks (I know, I’m a speed reader). Good thing Amazon and Chapters deliver!
As for family, I keep in
touch with our almost 30-year-old son and his wife, and our 27-year-old
daughter by Facetime and their favorite app HouseParty.
SoulCollage(R) card: Touch me through the Screen
We call or email with
siblings and my 89 year old mom,, we see neighbours walk by and occasionally stop and chat at a good six
foot distance. (the local policemen drive by on motorcycles checking out the parks and gathering places). We do not feel isolated, yet, and we do have a pretty scenic view of the St
Lawrence where it widens out into Lac St Louis, right in back of the house; barring any
spring floods, with all the recent Geese flocking here on the ice floes, it’s been
very peaceful.
My relationship with
the wild world is increasing. Definitely gonna make a card for those Canada Geese because they
are good guardians and companions.
The most fun thing we’ve
done so far, besides making popcorn and watching the show Sex Education (a hoot!) on Netflix, is do some singing and post it on Facebook. We received a lot of good feedback, so I
put two songs up on my YouTube channel. That’s a first! Life is Beautiful!
https://www.youtube.com/feed/my_videos
https://www.youtube.com/feed/my_videos
We also
shared some of our favorite songs on a new playlist on Spotify called Corona Congeé (means Corona holiday),
with some uplifting, heart-full and happy songs. It's public.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4LpjAh6Jk1rnuLrcSjMeau One of them is by Alison Kraus
and James Taylor (two of our faves) doing “How’s the world treating you?”
So that’s my question for today, How is the isolation-stay-at-home sheltering in place working for you?
So that’s my question for today, How is the isolation-stay-at-home sheltering in place working for you?
Love and hugs, toodles
Jenn
www.jenniferboire.com
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